I sit here and think, I am a unemployed fat gay man. I have not worked since May of 2009, I lost my job due to a buy out. I am a college grad and not since I was a teenager do I have no clue what I wanna do with my life. All of my life I have worked in a restaurant and I know it is not my heart is any longer wanna do it. If any one else is unemployed you would have to agree this is our generations great depression, not because the stock market crashed like on that black day many years ago, but a depression because you don't know what direction to go, having to interview if your lucky to get one then not get a thank you or go f yourself after you interview. If you are like me you go into a depression where all you do is stay up all night and sleep all day because you don't wanna look at the sun. Am I the only one who feels like this? and please don't get me started on my love life, because I eat when I am sad and I get fat because I eat. Now why did I say that you do not find many men who look like a model who will wanna be with a guy who is 5'8 and weighs 255lbs. Ill hit up on that topic another time. Im sorry If I sound like I am just running around in circles here first time blogging so I hope I get better at this. Thanks for listing to my rant
Pete and I are living in Plainfield now, I see your pictures on Facebook, you look great.
ReplyDeleteHey Jeff! Keep your chin (chins) up:) I'm going through a lot of the same stuff right now, only I'm going through a divorce, had to move 3 hours south and live in my parents basement and I'm back in college to actually finish this time. Life sucks right now. We always have our friends and family though. Loving the blog, keep them coming. I can teach you how to make it pretty if you want.
ReplyDeleteJeff, I will never pretend to know what you're going through. Nor will I tell you that everything is going to be alright. Because quite frankly brother, I don't know if it will be or not. I have been unemployed for 16 out of the past 20 months. I only know how I feel, and to be honest with ya, it does suck. Just keep having faith that it will all work out. Keep believing that there are bigger things going on for everyone. I hope and pray that something comes your way very soon.
ReplyDeleteHey Jeff! Sorry about your job. Looks like you could use some followers on your blog...I'll be number 3. :-) Hope you have a good weekend.
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